After a life-altering medical diagnosis, artist Youandi is confronted with her unresolved past. As her physical body begins to fail her, she searches for stability in music, memories of her mother, and her artistic imagination. In a visual blend of documentary and fiction, Youandi delves into her past—marked by trauma, violence, and self-destruction—and confronts the memories that haunt her. In a hallucinatory inner world, memories, song lyrics, and interviews blend into a hybrid short film.